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separation the intense painful passion of first love in ultra youth was replaced by a failure to resolve conflict and an equally intense method of argument never wanting to have been a predictable statistic fighting hard for every breath was necessary and chewing at the air came naturally hanging on determinedly fists clenched around ideals and never met expectations dishes piled amidst failures and letdowns while children circled underfoot casualties of infinite rays of hope now squashed by the barrenness of reality-based thinking: food in bellies and shoes on feet how to pay this month’s rent with next month’s money wanting touch to be enough to speak the language of love aching for deniable truths and discussion based on real-life needs, understood and appreciated instead of tilted heads and uneven laughter, callous unhearing with eyes stuck to televisions an inability to care the result of abject fear how do i pay for the sins i’ve committed? how do i place one foot before the other or breathe the air from out my lungs? not see your face in all the mirrors, not sense the fingerprints left all over the entirety of my existence? there are no holes in the scrapbooks this is the truth of our endeavor: though the pathways of our lives move in opposite directions, they remain ever and ever intertwined, we are bound by the youthfulness of our indiscretions we are tied at the helm of our mutual experiment we are the parents of our progeny. posted by anna kiss @ 2/04/2007 11:45:00 PM |
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